In these past few years where I haven't written, I was dating a guy, from Tulare, who I thought I would spend the rest of my life with.
We met online for one and only reason... to hook up. Come on! I was 18 and crazy!! Our relationship later progressed to more than that. We dated on and off again for almost 5-1/2 years.
Between those five plus years, there were ups and downs like any ordinary couple... it went deeper than that. There were insecurity issues on my end. He seemed so secretive and private... I take that back, TOO secretive and private.
He was a tall 6'0 guy, very light complected with black hair that he combed back. He had real teddy bear eyes that looked like glass, lips that looked like they belonged to a fish and ears that looked like they belonged to a monkey when her pulled them out to make me laugh. I know it may sound like he was some science project the way that I describe him, but he wasn't that bad looking. He was from Guadalajara, so his lifestyle was completely different then what I was used to.
Being with him for so long you would think that he would bring me around to his home to meet his family. That wasn't the case. After pestering him for about a year. He finally took me to meet his family. His mother was HARDCORE Old School Mexican, which made my eyes practically fall out of it's sockets. Maybe that was what he was trying to avoid me seeing. She was quiet and didn't speak much, because there was that language barrier. She only spoke Spanish. I can understand it, read it and write it, but I cant speak it, but I get embarrassed that I may not say something correctly, like the formality. She on the other hand REFUSED to learn anything of the English language. She believed that THEY (meaning other people like you and i) should speak to her in Spanish only. Pretty much caterer to her. She was so hard headed that it pissed me off. This was the one and only time that I can recall meeting/seeing her, other than a hotel incident that I will never forget!
- Current Location:Santa Maria, CA
- Current Mood: nostalgic
- Current Music:Duffy- Warwick Avenue
Why would I write such things and have them exposed in center stage?
Most likely for attention that I wasn't recieving at home and/or friends.
I will have to read them to figure out what was really going on.
I am going to try to start writing on here more often. We'll see how long that shall last. :)
- Current Mood: embarrassed
- Current Music:They say its Wonderful- Rosemary Clooney
- Current Mood: dorky
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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When i got there at grandma's house, i saw a white butterfly...it reminded me of nina, and that she was here taking care of me and everyone else. i didnt say anything about that butterfly never left..and that made me happy and warm. I Love You Nina.
- Current Mood: sad
- Current Music:"my immortal" Evanescence
We left to wasco and no one at home. so we went to tulare and sixto, vache, and joaquin were there. and left to fresno to the hospital.
when we got hter nina looked really, really sick and grey ,it just didnt look like her at all period. and grandma has been staying with here for a long time... Tio martin came and we were having the time of our lives, at least i was.lol we were dancing and then we start doing it in front of the window giving a free peep show..and then my dad or martin had said, "it's bad enough to have valiree and to have martin.. to be together...damn!"..lol i love him to death. i went to hot topic, in whick i really hate going to but hey im not from there..lol i bot some creepers for guess how much????? 50? 40? 30? 20?15?10? yes $10 there black with white stars. i was happy. hmmm...went to the vineyard and took a picture with the a huge goblet and grapes....then to the rasin-maid store......the worlds largest raisin box...lol.....humor...
the waether was so freaking nice........hmmmppp i wan to go back down oh well...i'll write more down but i have a headache..so ill come back. ....in a littel while
- Current Mood: sleepy
- Current Music:"This Is The Song That Never Ends" from Lamb-chop
- Current Mood: confused
- Current Music:LALALALLALAALAALALALAA